Day 2

Ok so I just re read my post from last night and I cannot blog that late at night ever again. I swear people the cancer has not spread that quickly to my brain..just lack of sleep.. : )

The doctor went well today. I have a surgery date of March 10...fairly quick but not quick enough. I want this crap out of my body now! She went through all of my pre op procedures as well as post op care. The worst part about the post op is going to be the drains that are going to be poking out of so many places....eeewwwhhhh. Well that and the fact that these lovely lady lumps that I have grown quite accustomed will no longer be there. Weird...you dont think about not having them till someone tells you they are taking them off. My mother jokes because I have been talking about getting new ones for so long...she just thinks I am being VERY DRAMATIC in my attempt to get new ones...LOL



Mary went with me and was so nurse like when they started talking about the drains. All i wanted to do was puke..

It is not scary yet..I am not sure why..I am anxious...but not scared. I have had a lot of prayers that have been said for me over the past few weeks and by golly george someone must have prayed a lot for peace..cause that is what I feel..peace with this whole situation..Thank God..